i will always ...

think of you as someone that i love

-Welcome to 2012-

May we both open our eyes- and see the people we are NOW- and not the people we USED to be.
May we continually find new joy, and discovery, and bliss within each other.
May we lay naked more and just be.

<3
.20.12.

looking forward to more of this...

Come on home...

"When we think that something is going to bring us pleasure, we don’t know what’s really going to happen. When we think something is going to give us misery, we don’t know. Letting there be room for not knowing is the most important thing of all. We try to do what we think is going to help. But we don’t know. We never know if we’re going to fall flat or sit up tall. When there’s a big disappointment, we don’t know if that’s the end of the story. It may be just the beginning of a great adventure. Life is like that. We don’t know anything. We call something bad; we call it good. But really we just don’t know."
-Pema Chödrön-

Oh Wow

I miss you terribly. I long for you every single day.
I guess I'm getting kind of nervous/scared for saturday. My stomach is a bit in knots. My mind keeps going towards it. And I am TRYING to not give saturday that energy. Working very hard on keeping that energy open to whatever comes. Just like I am working to allow my own energy to flow more naturally again, to go with the flow, become more organic and soft.

I am lighting my alter each morning.
No matter what ever happens. I love you. I Love You. You are a goddess and my moon. <3